White light

I just come up
To give you a hug
My love
.

And Up Up
That white light .

I remain
Dashing skies as if
.

Everything else
Moves
Moves as if
.

I
Higher than high
Met you
because of a rhyme .

To never
Sever
Sever from you again
.

A song we are
.

that same Sakti
with or without body
.

That makes me fly
.

And
I just came up
To give you a hug
My love
.

And
Once I shall stay
When once diminishes
Once

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Little Fish Big Fish Swimming in the Water

It was a fake construct
They said :
“here
this is the rock
and you …”

I am the Fish

that shall bump its nose
rhythmically
towards the crack
which seems to lead to
the greenish clearing
illuminated by
the daylight like light
shining from above

They said I am caught in a net
We all are
They said

Tied as if
from all sides
Like a marionette

and they taught me the art of
thinking

like that

bow your head to forget
to adopt a mind _shared
from the net

so that I could become

Become the fish
they wish

caught
in a net of dreams
from which they couldn’t escape

but how can I when
I know
since I know I am
I
such dream is a play of I
but the play
I isn’t

and so …
there was no reason for me to stay

I knew it right away

this ripply clinging

manifactured the imaginary sound of blinking
weaving the net

The net of fantasies
Mind born
….
….

but so I did in the end!
Haha
knowingly

because
They are like friends to me
not knowing themselves

but we can play

What else friends are for?

(Challenging myself with
Imaginary frlends
Weavlng nets
and even with those
not knowing themselves
but
maybe the play enlightens a pin hole of their brain)

So
I became a fish
as they wish

and created a fake construct
to hack their fake construct
My fishness
a shell
Empty

which I maintain daily

Fins made of color glass
with endless cuts of reflection edges
to shine lustrous
in the depths of the deep dark

to satisfy the hum-drum only
dawning the shallowness of these ever planning objective minds
made of the words
of the bump of an empty shell
which they think is the fish they most wish

They were the bait to serve to their glamorous fish hole
of their own creation

At least there will never be famine
in the fish land
until they wake up
Someday

Title inspired by lyrics

PJ Harvey’s ‘ Down by the River’

I made a rainbow for you yesterday

spoken by Alin
I meditate to make the sun shine
and that usually works!

Like yesterday
I was enjoying some rain

until the moment I thought you were gone

then I saw a rainbow
the rainbow said it’s gonna be alright!
and I knew
I made that rainbow for you

I didn’t know how to send it
but… I knew
You received it

A drawing by my multi talented niece Melis :

The Good Hearted One

The Good Hearted One  by Melis Diraduryan

Enjoy yourself

Enjoy yourself
All my teachers say
So I go to the beach
for a chat
during sunset
I meet a boy
His eyes as  if
from an epic
I know
The wind is what he truly plays
I watch him
change the shade
which now gently displays
along the corners of
the boulders made
of the diamond
of the sun to
perpetually shine
its’ brightest
through the corals
of the hazy mind
I cannot hear
what he says
but listen to see
more of his
enchanting face
and keep this
as a beautiful
memory
of romance
or a dream
delicately preserved
for times after sun sets.

 

for Varun and a thank you to teachers of life and gifts   that understanding them brings.

Rat ta ra tar ra

Each time I hear
Chanson D’amour
I sing along  je t’adore
It’s deluging downpour
here in my heart encore
Every time I hear
Chanson, chanson, d’amour

inspired by and dedicated to Manhattan Transfer – Chanson D’amour

it’s based on my true story every time getting soaked on the bike with this song in my mind (actually headphones :D)

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right? isn’t it?

sometimes I am stuck
when she deserts me in her mind
I repeat like a broken record
but that accentuates our song
I am then the blissful chorus
to her nonsensical daily verse
and I give her the credits that she deserves
and she actually is not too bad
eventually
if she wouldn’t be here I wouldn’t be here now
or is it maybe even otherwise?
wow
yeah
maybe
even so
so then actually
if I wouldn’t be here She wouldn’t be here!
isn’t that right?
right? isn’t t?
right? isn’t it?
right? isn’t it?