Sharpen Sharpen!

Song of the moon:

Sharpen Sharpen
Senses like Crystals
Sharpen Sharpen
Senses like Crystals
and Pin Stars
and Pin Stars
Map of the universe
Map of the universe
co – appearing


Image: İlan-ı-Aşk
ink and pencil

And so I gifted a bouquet of skyflowers made of sharpened senses to the moon
And so the moon
Woke me up lately
fiercly and gently
showed her face to me
then drew such a sign in the sky by her clouds
The teacher she was or he
Imagine I would take it personally and forget about the beauty of such totality . Imagine I would take it personally and separate the #moon from me.


Sound : Listen to SharpenSharpenX.mp3 by User 129782764 #np on #SoundCloud


Blue patch

When I say I want you
I see a color
in the sky

It used to be blue

Like the invisible curl
of a smile
becoming the sky

then I look at it

There are landsapes and eons in it

then I forget about it

In the full joy of
memory of

It’s my story 

Beyond all desire
is that
Gateless gate
Image: a true story. 
I was singing a song to the skies “It’s my story. I insist. I insist. It’s my story I insist” imagining for an electronic mix … the moon smiled back and winked to me. Only then a heart gate manifested. Has it always been there? Is it still there? Does it matter? When you know it is one play of the self …. that there is no distance between love and love ….that desire is a waste of time and in truth it only stands between us .

Chased by a hungry cloud

I stepped out
to wear
the freshness
of the night

that same
bright light
a hyperbolic plane
crossing the moon
of the wind

as if towards
I with one eye
a light
made of itself

could it be
could it be
the ship that brought you to me

then departed

was the second one
same as the first one

a word of a farewell
is just a goodbye
or a hello
in another language

was there really a second one?

but I know I shall not think
because a thought devours
and converts you to a plane

with a red and green
on the brim
sparkling the dark
within my gaze
maybe a dream

how otherwise
could you be chased
by a grim silhouette
assuming the form
of a hungry cloud
with a big open mouth

both accelerating
now towards
what I wish to call
the east

that which brings
mornings and
new beginnings

White light

I just come up
To give you a hug
My love

And Up Up
That white light .

I remain
Dashing skies as if

Everything else
Moves as if

Higher than high
Met you
because of a rhyme .

To never
Sever from you again

A song we are

that same Sakti
with or without body

That makes me fly

I just came up
To give you a hug
My love

Once I shall stay
When once diminishes

The Headdress manifesto

A surreal headdress I am when placed on a head
A rare mountain herb growing over the top of rocks
A spaceship variant of the Cheshire Cat seen in space only
I am between a coral and seaweed
The unseen skyflower hidden in the tummy of a big fat cloud that wants to gift a rainbow after a storm and hullabaloo
The reflection of a Persian lilac in my mother’s admiring eyes
That inspired I am!
A delicious fruit from a tale that feeds a caterpillar
A logo of a paper tissue box 😀
I am
All other things that others say I also am and can be
A shapeshifter I am
A spaceshifter I am
A mindshifter I am
Always a thing I can be
because a non- drifter I am
born in fluid spaces
I am
All of these
I am I know I am
and whatever I am
I fully am
Unchained Unchanged
I am

and when all of these
labels and things
leave me
I still am
as I am
I am

Image: color pencil meditative drawing by Alin


Today my body is sick
very sick
but I won’t use any medication
This I know is a good method of observation to test how sincere I am
or is it just a mind born fantasy
My love
My love for you

Point of silence which I am perpetually in
is bliss
from where ambrosia flows as if fluid light and heals and rejuvenates all
because of your grace and my love

This body shall be healed again through your light and mine

Today my body is sick
very sick
and this I got as a blessing through the words of a sick man yesterday

I asked him how his sickness manifested
The symptoms
and dressed up with it
as he described
through his blue eyes and shirt
10 minutes later I started shaking
with pain and fewer … as he described
Next day he was well again

Today my body is sick
very sick
but I won’t use any medication
I will heal it
Have I been true to you my love?

It is for cleansing
and purification
of mind
of body

It is a blessing I know
of this place
that comes about and shines
for and by your love only

and my contemplation
is healing with me
All there is around me



To your call I wake up
Walk in the dark
Through what should be a window or glass
I knew it was

There is a memory supporting the theory
of the past or of yesterdays
but not for the part :
“I saw you through”

this you
hiding behind
what could be a cloud

unseen like the glass

shining jewel
Illuminating round
glaring light
with cheeks

Persisting about the hereness
Becoming my eyes
and my heart
expanding majestic

The glitter before the manifestation of an object
You are I that looks through and sees
You are I which I understand deeply
Through a moment
observing duality

Observing yeah
duality yeah
Who? me?

In my body
Tired but shocked from seeing such …

Ready to embrace you again in my arms
and forgive
for the first and the last time